Okay. I want to write this 'unpopular opinion' before it gets away. Everytime I touched down domestic flight and was welcomed by family, at that time of peluk and salam my parents I will always got teary eye and leleh session. Why? Because at that time, was the time that Allah makbulkan one of my du'a to see my parents again. Bayang kan tiap hari doa ya Allah panjang jodoh aku dan kedua ibu bapa ku agar kami dapat bersatu kembali. dan Allah makbulkan, macam mana tak syahdu. One of your du'a has been granted :') So it was like Allah terima kasih panjangkan umur kami, dengan izin Mu kami dapat berkumpul kembali.
26th January 2018 I want to write this story as a self reminder. So today, i reached my limit. I actually brokedown and crying while solat (no marks for khusyuk obviously). My life has been quite stressful these past few days. Our semester exam is approaching and this neuro posting is killing me. For selanjar 7 we have 4 killer specialist posting which are ent ophthal commed and neuro. For 3 weeks of neuro, we got alot of things to accomplish, 2 case write-up of neuro case is like 10 cases btw because it will be long and complicated cases. So we just started clerking this week and bayangkan all 20 people have to write different case. Neuro case is not like batuk demam sehari 10 admissions and everyone was like fighting over the cases, siapa cepat dia dapat case best and mudah. Tak tambah lagi patient's side yg language barrier and not cooperative yada yada. And for next week I have to present tutorials twice. Topics pun boleh tahan susah dia. And what's more I have topic...
bukan senang nak buat keputusan. bukan mudah nak pilih yang mana yang terbaik apabila melibatkan..... masa depan. istikharah serta usaha (buat research2 sikit) je laa yang mampu. antara nak makan nasi air yang orang belanja ataupun nak makan nasi kandar,nasi ayam,nasi kerabu,ikut selera sendiri tapi bayar sendiri. *perghhh,analogi aku,macam tak masuk akal je.hehe ;p tapi bantu lah aku Ya Allah. semoga segala keputusan yang dibuat adalah yang terbaik.
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