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Unpopular opinion

Okay. I want to write this 'unpopular opinion' before it gets away.

Everytime I touched down domestic flight and was welcomed by family, at that time of peluk and salam my parents I will always got teary eye and leleh session.

Why?

Because at that time, was the time that Allah makbulkan one of my du'a to see my parents again. Bayang kan tiap hari doa ya Allah panjang jodoh aku dan kedua ibu bapa ku agar kami dapat bersatu kembali. dan Allah makbulkan, macam mana tak syahdu. One of your du'a has been granted :')

So it was like Allah terima kasih panjangkan umur kami, dengan izin Mu kami dapat berkumpul kembali.

Homesick

6th April 2018

Jumaat.

Seminar dah settle. Case presentation pun dah. Tapi kaki melangkah keluar dengan penuh debaran. Pelik juga kenapa palpitation tiba-tiba ni.

Turns out harini banyak benda di luar kawalan. Tension headache menyerang sebelah petang sampai ke malam. Kepala berat gagah keluar sebab teringin red velvet.

Tapi hampa pulak red velvet pun tak sedap seperti biasa. Kek rasa lama. Spagetti pun kurang garam. Ni siapa yang bad day, aku ke chef ni? Sampai semua takda rasa.

Lepas dinner, meeting map. Kenapa kena ada mcc ahad ni, penat merungut dalam hati.
Partner yg incharge dengan aku dah blah tak bagitau sampai laa aku tanya. Bengang dia aku je rasa. Buat module sorang-sorang lepas tu nak kena jaga station sorang-sorang.

Okey dah habis meeting. Nak kena settle jemur baju semua. Nak settle kan log book by malam ni. Sebab esok lusa dah start busy cme dengan mcc.

Ya Allah bantu aku. Permudahkan semuanya.

Ye aku tau. Aku menulis bila aku dah taktau nak luah di mana. Yang mana dada…
26th January 2018

I want to write this story as a self reminder.

So today, i reached my limit. I actually brokedown and crying while solat (no marks for khusyuk obviously).

My life has been quite stressful these past few days. Our semester exam is approaching and this neuro posting is killing me. For selanjar 7 we have 4 killer specialist posting which are ent ophthal commed and neuro. For 3 weeks of neuro, we got alot of things to accomplish, 2 case write-up of neuro case is like 10 cases btw because it will be long and complicated cases. So we just started clerking this week and bayangkan all 20 people have to write different case. Neuro case is not like batuk demam sehari 10 admissions and everyone was like fighting over the cases, siapa cepat dia dapat case best and mudah. Tak tambah lagi patient's side yg language barrier and not cooperative yada yada. And for next week I have to present tutorials twice. Topics pun boleh tahan susah dia. And what's more I have topics to c…

My Surgery Journey #Week4

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Alhamdulilah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah.

Happy Friday people :)


My Medicines Journey #day1

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Today was the first day for a new posting, Internal Medicines. Its quiet tougher than Paeds (based on people reviews) mainly due to the doctors and lecturers and their expectations, teaching styles and homeworks. 
However, to be stressful for something we can't change is not useful. So, I keep reminding myself, if you can't change that thing,fate or situation that made me stress, then I must change myself for the best outcome. 
Please pray for me and my colleagues. May everything sails smoothly.

and yeah, I'm coming home people! wait for me!
p/s : some issues here and there, I think its common.

2017 new resolutions

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

One fine day, me suddenly got myself a new resolution for a new year hahahaa and till now (the 5th day of 2017) the new-resolution-games is still going strong. I hope to continue this up to 21th day so that it will become habits. Pray for me!
then, till we meet again :)

One of the best things in 2016 !

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Basically ,this trip was one of the best things that happened to me in 2016. This is because it was the 2nd country I visited after India and this trip was a 'ganjaran' from me to myself after passing my Professional Exam in Phase I wuhuuuuuuuu (pass Pro Exam is one of the best best best things in 2016 also!! ) Will write about this trip soon before the memories fade. But me right now got makan-makan majlis to attend so you guys enjoy the video first alrite?

Adios. Till we meet again :)